Dreams Da Da Da

Well here i am yet again. I was about to write but then i decided to sit on the couch with my apartment mate Sherri. We started to talk and look at weird stuff online. i am really tired. i seem to always be tired now. I believe i have serious depression. I need to go talk to someone. i am always tired and sad and have no energy. i have to drag myself to work everyday and when i get there i wanna cry. for some reason Monday's are the hardest. i really need to get a job out here in New Jersey, get my license and possible get a car. So Sunday between 330 and 430 am i had a dream that i was on a bus going in the wrong direction and was near my mother's house. then suddenly my aunt, uncle and the kids showed up and they live in Tenn and i haven't seen them in a long time. i haven't even talked to them for a while. Well it is now 1030 pm and i should get to bed. This writing is not working so well. i don't have concentration. i don't sleep well but yet i must try.